And finally, goodbye

Ok so mostly I realised a couple of days ago that when I deleted my wordpress it didn't delete my account. This meant the awful user picture of my 17 year old self was still floating about in places I'd forgotten it existed. Now everytime I switch journals I do a different website. This means I bounce back and forth from one to another. As I was redrafting a piece I thought over what I would do with the finished product. I was tempted to start up an entirely new page, new name, new identity and tell nobody. Maybe leave a few clues and see who would find me. Then I thought maybe I didn't have to upload them anywhere at all. This was the idea that was winning to be honest. It was the easiest one and it meant I didn't have to ever commit a piece and announce it as a final draft. It's one of the reasons it takes me so long to send things away. I actually have to gear myself up to click a goddamn send button. I won't mention what it takes to send something by post. I am a coward but that is a matter I can't even be bothered discussing.

Anyways to cut all the shit I'm deleting this properly very shortly.


From now on if you wanna read anything more fictional than my blog then you have to go: here. I'll be uploading new and old stuff redrafted until I ultimately grow bored of that and then we'll see.

Good morning

Did you sleep well?

I had the craziest dreams about gears and tattoos but that's not important.

This is an brief interlude because there were too many things left unsaid and the words we did share weren't always the right ones.

I promise I will resume the conversation shortly.

Goodnight

I'll talk to you in the morning...